I am SO excited! I got a new lens for my camera! I had recieved an gift card for Amazon.com as a reward for my sales with Arbonne and I was glad to see that I could use it to get some new camera gear! I asked a photographer which lenses I should add to my collection and this is one she recommended! Thanks Nancy! I am totally illiterate when it comes to the logistics of photography and equipment, but I think this let me take pictures in lower light without using a flash. I am constantly trying to capture the natural lighting in the evening, but it is always blurry, so I was so thrilled to snap these pictures last night. Emily was sitting in her bouncy seat by the kitchen window in the first few. The setting sunlight was reflecting on her face off of the mirrored toy that hangs from her seat. The others are in the light of the lamp by Brian's chair, this is lighting that I have been trying to get got ALONG time!









So I say the jury is still divided. Well as of right now, the kids are loving it and the grown ups not so much!! The funny thing is that Andrew has caught on and he asks me every day, "What's for dinner?" I tell him and then he always asks "what's in it?" I start telling him the ingredients and he inturrupts and says "I mean, what vegetables?!" So I guess it is a step in the right direction. I am finding I am just going to have see if I can get the veggies included in meals I am already making! Tomorrow we are having a good old fashioned roast with potatoes and carrots. Monday is Pork Chops and then Tuesday a new recipe of Aloha Chicken (Cauliflower and Pineapple Purees)




These are a few pics of Emily from last night. She needed a bath after a huge blowout, but was so happy when Brian was holding her I had to take a few shots to see if I could catch her smile. I was so thrilled to catch these two huge smiles~ I am reading a book that is a first time mom's journal of her son's first year. She compares her son's early smiles to those of a drunken old man...couldn't help thinking of that when looking at these shots of Em! She loves her bath, even though it doesn't really look like it in the tubby picture. She is also getting so strong. Holding her head up for long periods of time! Can't believe she is already 2 months old! Time flies when you are having fun! Emily is actually a little sick right now. She woke up yesterday with a barky cough and sounded horrible when she was breathing. I took her to see her pediatrician and he started her on steriods. Andrew started with his coughing around 2 months as well, so I am praying this is just an isolated occurance and not the beginning of respiratory issues like we have had with Andrew. I love that she looks like Andrew, but would like them to be different in this area! I also am afraid she is "weaning" herself from breastfeeding. It breaks my heart and I am fighting her for now and plan to as long as I can. I have had to suppliment her with formula since she was 3 weeks old because she was not gaining any weight. I also went on medication at that point to try to increase my milk supply, and it has worked, but not enough to keep her satisfied, so she has been taking about 8 oz of formula a day. The crazy thing is that because of this medication, breastfeeding has actually been more expensive than formula feeding!! But I think because she is old enough to realize that the milk flows faster from the bottle, she pulls away and cries after just a few minutes of nursing. It is such a psycological battle for me. I know logically it is not that big of a deal to not be able to breastfeed, but there is an element of feeling like a failure, not being able to provided this most natural provision for my child! So we will see what the next days bring. Brian and I have decided that we will not order the medication for next month, so we will see what happens! Your prayers for either more milk or less anxiety on my part would be appreciated!



























The happy couple getting ready to leave for their honeymoon






